if i had to ever choose between fame and money.. i would give away all the money.. ok.. lets be practical.. a large portion of that money... to take the fame...
i realise that lots of money is not on the list of things i want for myself... just enough to keep myself content and not feel that i am missing out on things important to me should be good enough... i am happy that my expectations from life are not sky high.. they are where i can reach for them... with an effort ofcourse.. but i will...and i will....
i want respect for what i am... i will take scoldings for what i did not do.. only if they are combined with the words which tell me whatever li'il i have done...
i give love and comfort to people i like... and i want to be the best listener they can get... and i do not want anyone to try and be a part of my life unless i want to...
i am selfish and i think about myself before i think about anyone else... i am weak still that i cannot say no to a lot of people coz i think they will be hurt... i do not like it...
at the end of my day i do not want to speak.. i just want to sit on my roof and see the sky... dark... with a few stars... and breeze to kiss my body...
i sleep today looking forward to another beautiful morning... i lie down right now to get up to a new beginning.... i die today to be born again.... i loose today to win tomorrow... i cry today to know what smiles are worth... i smile today because i have cried yesterday...
i will stop for now... love you ma... love you pa... love you all the people i care for... i will make sure you are proud of me one day !!!
b`ful post though sometimes a bit ovrbearing..another point u cannot say u r selfish and then confess that u cannot hurt people...either u r contradicting ur own tatement or u r selfish in a relative manner...nice post....and yes fame is a much bigger obsession...more difficult to get rid of than the obsession for money..keepa check on this...tc
ReplyDelete@ anony...
ReplyDeletewell... yes i am selfish.. and yet i care... and at times i do not like it :) i am learning to be more selfish... lets see what happens with time..
did this post make you feel that i was obsessed with fame or something... mmm i guess then it gave a wrong picture.. actually kinda skewed picture... i am not obsessed with fame.. but i know what to choose when both fame and money come my way.... i would translate fame here to the respect for what i do... respect for what i am... not the bigger picture fame ...
dil hai chota sa..
choti si aasha...
masti bhare mann ki...
bholi si aasha...
hmmm....anony's right here. u're not selfish if u care and if it is in a relative sense then it's actually very good.
ReplyDeletei like the way u've put your thoughts down so simply.
hope you get all that you want in life.wish u lots of luck and love!
God Bless You!!!
here's wishing you all the fame and love and support of all those you love.. have a great life!
ReplyDelete@ bastm...
ReplyDeletei am not sure wht you mean by being relatively selfish.. but then.. i guess i am...
yea.. thoughts... had lots of them.. it was better to put them down here instead of thinking over and over again...
yea.. i will get all i deserve :) want zara zyada bhi ho jaati hai kabhi kabhi...
thanks for the wishes...
thanks rohit...
ReplyDelete@ aqui...
ReplyDeletenothing makes me feel that way.. i have a point to prove to myself.. and i see myself a long way from there...
however what you feel about me is adding to the charge that i have to reach where i want to !!! i do not want to reach the horizon, coz i think its not going to be too beautiful to see it from there.. i rather keep swimming near the beaches.. enjoying the horizon.. as well as the land that keeps me standing !!!
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