Umre Daraaz maang ke laye chaar din...
Do aarzoo mein kat gaye.. do intezaar mein !!!
this is going to be one long post...
not being able to write for so long.... has made me miss some of the important things that i wanted to put down on the blog.. and i am not even sure if i can remember all of them...
anyway... i have too much of work load these days... but then i am not complaining.. somewhere deep inside me i am just sad.. that if i am so much capable of taking the kinda responsibilities given to me.. why can't someone in IBM realise this.. can get me onboard !!! i want to give this project my best shot.. and then go ahead full blast on a job search... this time into core consultancy...
what takes up most of my time these days is preparing the training material for a india wide tool implementation and training... the best thing about this project is that i am getting to travel to places i have never been to...
i am leaving delhi on the 8th of December for kolkata.. will stay there for 5 days.. and then move to bhopal for another 5 days before going to Mumbai and Banglore.. i am also planning to meet up with Deepak.. and catch up with him on the new years.. hope he would not mind.. though i am not sure if i am screwing up any of his plans which he must have made !!!!
i would be out of home for over a month.. the longest so far in my life.. its going to be tough.. its going to be exciting.. its going to give me a lot of time with myself.. and probably rediscover myself... lets see how it goes !!!!
and today was supposed to be the last sunday of 2005 when i am not working.. on the contrary.. i have been working for about 4 hours now :( i am already tired !!!! how am i gonna work all the next weekends :( lets see... i have a point to prove here to myself.. and i cannot let myself down !!!
some of the other interesting things that have happened in the last few days...
Amit got married.. my manager in Hughes.. and his marriage function looked like a HSS Reunion.. and i am going to another marriages today.. Nishant. one of the best managers one can ask for... and he is getting married to his long time sweetheart Ruchika, who used to be a part of Hughes as well... God bless him.. and Ruchika... they make a great couple.. and the way Nishant handled the entire relationship thingie in office was amazing.. just another act to display the kinda grey matter he has.. so another HSSBPO reunion tonight...
Rupak is also getitng married tonight... he was the one who was totally against marriage.... and we came to know about his thoughts last year when me waquar saxena and rupak went to bhimtal.... and look at how things move.. he is getting married... God bless him and his wonderful better half too...
I have been talking about legalisation of prostitution and how and why we would or not accept someone who sells her/his body as a part of our lives... i will write about that later.. i am not really in a position to gather all my thoughts about that right now...
Met Narang somedays back.. on the 22nd to be precise.. its such a pleasure to meet... one helluva friend i have.. God bless you buddy.. love you...
Aro se bhi mila.. and it was as good as always to meet up with him... i can laugh my heart out when i meet this guy !!! i am going to meet his parents when i go to Kolkata.. apprently i do not need any introduction when i meet his folks.. they know me well through him though i have not met them ever...
what else has been happening.. nothing much actually...
i am still with the thought of a look makeover... have been switching between french cut beard.. a li'il bit of beard.. Nishant has specifically asked me to be clean shaven today or not come to the wedding...so... i guess.. i am going to look at myself clean shaved after quiet sometime today :)
what else... cannot think of anything..
just need to rush to the market to get a tie for myself !!! tmrw is my training pilot.. wish me luck !!!
gud luck
ReplyDeleteal d best
ReplyDelete@ burf and deeps..
ReplyDeletethanks guys !!! the day went fine, but the singapore team is not satisfied with the outcome :(
hey Sir, a couple of days ago i was speaking with "You know who" and she was surprised on my confession that i like your writing. And today i just thought about saying the same to you.
ReplyDeleteHonestly, don't know why i didn't like you much in Hughes...maybe it was your central team attitude. And i wasn't a part of your team. Anyways...what i wanted to say was that....People should not try and prove anything...definitely not to others and certainly not to yourself either.
why would anyone want to do that? Don't you know yourself? then what is there to prove????
Rest....you have a blast on your trip....reading your blog makes me sure you can pull the training thing off rather nicely....and my hunches are seldom wrong.
All the best and enjoy your trip.
P.S. Patience is still a great virtue....One never gets anything more than what they deserve or before the time is right. People shall acknowledge your talents....give them some time. Meanwhile have a blast
ur bizie !!! well tell me abt it :( ....its been ages i talked to u...kinda missing all those funny...sad...happy chats...i really wish i get to talk to u real soon :)
ReplyDeleteabt u being sad ..well all i can say is hard work never goes in vain n i know ur putting ur soul into it...u will get a better opportunity then...god bless n all the best for all the trainings coming ur way :)
lovely couplet u used to start the post..and keep working hard,,,sooner or later the effort surely duz pay :-)
ReplyDeleteAll the best
@ kanika..
ReplyDeletethanks for liking the way i write... i like it too :)
about you not liking me in hughes.. i know of a lot of ppl who share the same opinion as yours, and thankfully with time they have changed their opinions... just that i am a totally different person when you start knowing me. and when u see me from a distance.. i come across as someone who is full of attitude !!!
about proving myself to someone... its easy to say that i do not have to prove myself to anyone but me... and to be frank.. i know i am putting in my hard work in the project that i am doing.. i have been doing it for over an year now.. but only because i did not prove it to the people who are managers.. i did not get the kinda returns anyone would get.. anyway.. i do not care really at the end of the day.. i go back home satisfied that i did my bit.. and i learnt something...
aage upar wale ki marzi....
about the trip.. i am really looking forward to it... the second day of the training went nicely... and no complaints either.. i have had an excellent feedback so far from the people i have trained in the bharti account.. so i think it should turn out just fine... thanks for your wishes :)
p.s. I have so many people around me who know and acknowledge what i am worth... and that is something that keeps me going.. attention and appreciation drives me to give my 110% to what i am doing... and what i get from those people keeps me happy :)
@ deepali...
baby, i am so sorry i have not been able to talk to you for so long.. even i miss the chats and all the leg pulling... we sure will talk real soon... and why don't u just drop in to 236 sometime.. and we can grab a coffee at the cafe...
thanks for your wishes...
@ ankur...
thanks bro...am working really hard... thanks for your wishes :)
i am a little late ot wish good luck for that day's training thing but then i can still go ahead and wish you luck! :)
ReplyDeletei might be saying this for the nth time but i really do wish that you get all that you want in life.may God bles you!!
hope you have fun on the trip as well.
@ bastm...
ReplyDeletethank you thank you...
its good to see so many ppl caring for me and wishing me all the luck that i need...
ab mere managers ko kab sunai dega ye nai pata ;)