i M a TeEnAgEr !!!

I am 19...
I am in one of the best colleges in Delhi...
I used to be a favorite student in school...
I used to be the centre of attention in school... and got a lot of rewards and accolades for my school...
and because i worked hard.. i got good marks and then got selected in a great college !!!
today... i study in a great college...
but i do not have any identity...

did i loose it because there are so many good students around me?
did i leave it behind coz i lost the energy i used to have with me?

and now i think.. is this really what i wanted to do...
and is this where i want my life to take me...

i am young...
i have a lot of tough decisions to make...
some of them look impossible as of now...

but then... i cannot continue thinking on them for the rest of my life...
i have to take a call...

do i go by what the world thinks is appropriate.... and everyone else does....

or do i get into something that excites me...
something that brings a twinkle in my eyes.. when i think of the results of my hard work...

something that brings me closer to my dreams...

what should i do?