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11/09/06

LoAdS of ThOuGhTs...

Life been very very interesting the last one month...

right from going to Leh exactly a month ago to not believing my eyes when I saw the mountains and sky to coming back and not feeling like working for a week to coming back to the work mode slowly, here is what all has happened...

~ I had heating arguments with some of my closest friends for nothing... they wanted something from me and I did not give it... they did something that I was not sure if they should....
~ I got zapped with the photographs which some of the people sent for my mom dad to see... the Girls are sitting in a studio making those nice looking poses, and there is so much of post processing done on the pics that I would not even think of meeting anyone of them even if i wanted to...
~ I always say that live in the present and leave the rest to the rest, and I myself struggled with the thought in the last one week. I was not sure if what I was doing in the present was going to make the future bad or good or sweet or bitter... I know I will have to take a few very tough decisions sooner then later...
~ I have talked to some friends who have been struggling with a few things in their lives... and I believe that they should stand up for themselves and not really look around for support in such a situation... the more you become independent, the stronger you become...
~ I have been talking to some new people from Orkut and its very very nice... after a while there has been an inflow of new people in my world which is a fresh feeling...
~ I called up Sayan, and missed talking to her all the more afterwards :(... but I am still very very happy that she is rocking there...
~ I am trying to create more work at office for myself... I hate it when things become more of a routine...

There is lot of more happening in this brain of mine while I am writing all of this down... it’s been a while that I have thought this much!!!
Phew!!!

It’s really tiring at times!!!

14 comments:

  1. take cares.......... and lemme know when you are able to take those big decisions in life....good luck to that.....life will settled down after... and just imagine how wud life be if these roller coaster situations werent there.....so enjoy every bit of it as you had been doing before....

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  2. # aqui...
    thanks for the concern buddy....

    and its not about if I would be able to take the decisions or not... I know I will... the question is WHEN !!!

    and to tell you the truth, I am kinda fine with all this mess in the mind after months of smooth sailing !!!

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  3. Life does catch us unawre sometimes and we hae to stop and think... is it all worth it... happens to me. people are unpredictable. they are cranky and weird, but they make us who we are. people who are close, those who are not so close, and those who are distant... all of them. they define us... its not unusual to go into a limbo. sometimes life does that to us. but yes... if we come out of that, we always come out stronger.

    Take care

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  4. # bofb...
    hmmm...

    # neha...
    true... true... true... true... true...

    thanks... u take the care too :)

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  5. hmm well tough days at back and tough days ahead......as u said enough of smooth sailing so.....lets face it and get over with it :) good luck hai bhai.....i m sure u wud do justice to everything.........and take the cares...jyada sochne ka nahi...bas dil and dimag laga kar apna kaam karne ka...........

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  6. Maine baat karaya tha pehle!! Bhul gaye!!! Grr

    *fuming*

    Pictures?! Poor guy!!! *sorry for the sinister grin here*
    Eew...pictures!! Hahaha...*controls really hard*

    *sympathetic hug*

    *leaves laughing louder*

    Chill, man. Take care and concentrate only on your work! :)

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  7. well i guess toooo much thinkin goin on...bt thts part n parcel of life. hota hai hota hai....n sometimes it even feels gud to look bak at such days too coz such days wudnt last forever. toh bus chill marne ka aur zyada tension nai lene ka.

    tk cr!

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  8. Hota hain hota hain..

    thinking is necessary somtime ..and somtime u cant avoid it :)

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  9. ooops that was me forgot to login :P

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  10. Natural portraits in common settings without post production - some of your friends are good at that, you know!

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  11. # deepak...
    yo... facing it is something i have always been a game for :) so no hassles there...

    # rohit..
    haan haan toone baat karai thi .... but the more important thing was me talking to her...

    yes.. pictures... you do not want to see any of them i swear !!!

    # you...
    yes... too much of thinking these days...

    true a part and parcel of life :)

    thanks dear...

    # chitra...
    not even trying to avoid it actually...

    # subbu...
    :)

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  12. life is loaded up with so many thoughts and so many events.. hai na :)

    so marriage on cards for u.. good good :D... poor girls..i couldnt help smiling, thinking of their touched-up pics being scanned by an expert fotu-grapher :P
    and yes, i strongly agree with what u said about being self-dependent.

    and yes.. sayan rocks :) i also get to chat up a little with her every now & then..
    tough decisions... hmm.. good luck for the same and take care :)

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