CoNvOzzzz.... & MoRe...

have not written about whats been happening for a while now...

dunno why...

was just too tired to write i guess...

anyway...

i think the last weekend was something i really would like to write about.. not because it had something special associated with it.. but because i would like to write.. and not be my usual lazy self...

saturday... spent in searching for a lense for my camera... and ending up in more confusion because of the variation in price with multiple dealers... actually i think that happened for good.. because the camera that i am going to buy might just be different then wat i was thinking... so not reaching any conclusion as of now.. i am going to spend some more time in researching to reach a mature decision...

the other highlight of the day was...
meeting Rohit and Richa.. and Richa... kinda excited on seeing Rohit for the first time.. and screaming.. "he is sooo cute"... saturday also saw her being in love with some vocalist of her college band... its so easy to be in love i think... everyone should be in love.. with a lot of people...

and saturday also saw me and tushar thinking about the age difference we had with rohit and richa... who suddenly looked kids for some reason... and we thought about us reaching a certain level of maturity with age.. which they will too... in due course of time...

and saturday also saw us travelling in the public transport of delhi... not really willing to keep standing... waiting on the bus stand for an empty bus and so on.. with the ending with a refreshing litchi ice tea @ my favorite tea shop... this is where an interesting conversation started.. and it was continued on sunday too...

some of the words and sentences that i remember of the conversation i had in the last two days with tushar...

kids, age, maturity, i cannot read, i need to look for the right book to read to start with, my willingness towards conversations then reading books, the marriage proposals reaching my home... the conversations at home about them... my total 100% cluelessness about how to take them anywhere... my total confusion about how someone can figure out if they really want to spend rather can spend the REST OF THEIR LIVES TOGETHER... one of my uncles talking to my mom about a girl.. and stressing the fact that she has done her education in english medium... me thinking and realising that somewhere around my city itself... studying in english medium makes you better then others... me and tushar talking about how the priorities change when it comes to getting married...how we did not talk about if the gurl had any affairs in the past.. but we only talking about how she could mix up with the existing set of friends one has... and how she would be able to cope up with different kinds of societies the guy is a part of.. his family, his friends, and his office... how being beautiful is not the biggest reason why i would marry someone... and in between... oogling at the hotties around in sector-18... and not really talking about marriage and girls and only about how hott the girls looked in what they were wearing.. and how they would look with lesser clothes.. and talking about how we would like to record all our conversations and then post them on the blogs... and that we would make a questionaire for women which they could and would fill up and give to the men.. and how we would like to do this as a business... and so on and so forth...

i am sure i have not been able to write even 30% of what me and tushar talked about.. but then the crux of the matter is... that life is totally not solved and confusing when it comes to getting married...

so enjoy folks while i continue to write about the state of mind i would be in on every proposal that comes to my place...

and how life takes different turns while the days pass by....

and also we talked about why i could not get into a relationship right now.. because if i am having an affair.. big or small... i would loose the freedom of looking for a life partner for me.. unless the girl also in the state of mind which allows her to let me do this.. which is kinda a toughie...

and also.. how the girls also were keen on making out with their boyfriends... but they still waiting for a good while before they let their guy touch them... and tushar wondering about why that permit cannot be given in 6 hours instead of 6 months or 6 weeks.. or whatever...

am i forgetting something...

i guess i am..

and the more i try to think about what it is.. the more blank my mind is feeling right now...

so good night... have fun.. be safe...