how does it feel to have a lot inside you... and a deep desire and need to take it out... and not being able to find anyone to speak about it... i dunno whats happening to me these days... i seem to angry with everything around me... my ma my pa my friends who are not there... my days.. my evenings... bless me God for i need these days to pass by me....
if anyone would ask me what happened.. there probably would not be any answer to tat question.. coz i myself do not know... just another one of those days i guess.. where you feel that the world is just not right.... am thinking too much... too much...
on a lighter note... saw two movies.. ok three in two days... Batman Begins on saturday night... Parineeta today... liked both the movies.... worth watching for everyone who has not done that yet...
loved one song of Parineeta.. just loved it... Pihu Bole... beautiful...
kya hua...mail me...red
ReplyDelete@ red : Bataya to... dunno what has happened.. just generally dissatisfied with everything around...
ReplyDelete..most women would have attributed this mood swing to PMS...and got away with it!!!
ReplyDeleteand we menfolk have to put up with it....every fortnight!
...ooops!! every 2nd fortnight!! :))
ReplyDeletehavta check out Batman Begins too..
@ Aqui : Thanks.. you being angry helps a lot !!! Am feeling better !!! btw.. i have not called anyone regarding this.. and there are no plans either.. so if you were or are waiting for a call from me to tell how bad a situation i am in.. forget it.... thanks for that "one phone call away" thingie though...
ReplyDelete@ Ajay : Batman Begins.. nice movie.. do not waste time watching it on a small screen.. go to a place where the screen is huge.. and the sound loud...
saw batman begins too...on saturday night :D ...waves sec 18
ReplyDeletekatie holmes has nice ... :D
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@ Burf : i was there for the 2215 show... did not see you there...
ReplyDeletehey koi nai ...hota hai sab ke sath aisaa..mere saath toh tab se ho raha hai jab se india se aai hunn...these are phases in life and trust me I think atleast i like to think that the more such phases I pass by through the more immune and self reliant I will become in life to never be bothered by these again....its nice to think this even if it dosnt seem to work!!!
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i was there for 1940 wala show :D
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@ Anony : Self reliant... immune... yea... sounds good... does that mean.. the more pain i take on myself.. the less pain i feel the next time i get hurt..... umm.. ajeeb sa logic hai... hai na...par koi nai... phase bola hai to guzar bhi jayega... dekhte hain.. how soon or how late... u take care too... there are ppl who think about you a lot.. and ur well being...
ReplyDelete@ Burf : Tabhi...
ajeeb logic nai bilkul scientific logic hai ji..chicken pox yaad hai naa..ek baar ho jaye toh u become naturally immune to it...its the same logic ..although not to say that ek baar aisa burra phase tolerate kar lo toh doosri baar u wont be sad u will be but the èdge of the knife wont remain as sharp`as they say!!!
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@ Chinki :scientific.. haan haan.. maan gaya aapki baat... chicken pox yaad hai mereko.. ussi ki badolat ek friend mili thi mujhe ;) you know she had called me the first time when i had come back from Jaipur and i was in Pragati Maidan. Wahin se shuru hui thi dosti :)
ReplyDeleteAur vaccination ka fanda bhi yaad hai mereko.. injecting the body with some similar kinda germs so that the body can start making anti-bodies to fight those keedas.. and when the actual disease strikes.. the body is already prepared for it.. phew... i almost feel like a doctor
i somehow feel we are distanccin.. as if we were ever close ! [:(] but u seem to be goin thru such a myriad of emotions and i seem to be so much out of tuch that i feeel soooooo guilty !!!
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@ You : TEnsion nai lene ka friend.. hota hai.. i am alright abhi...
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