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28/09/05

Me On D'dRiVe !!!

A lot of ppl who saw the fotos complained that there were not enough humans in the fotos... hehehe... well here i am with some fotos with humans.. and coz its my blog.. i chose to have all the fotos which had me in them on this page... some exceptions are there with more faces then mine in the picture..

enjoy :)



first day of the drive... i know this from the T-shirt i am wearing.. good ol' Hughes T.

in the shikara in Naukuchiyatal...

at the bridge in Garampaani...

near the stream in Garampaani.. no no the water was not hot...

feeling at home next to my car... and my car.. somewhere after Almora...


in bhowali trying to fix the fuse for the front wipers...

was just trying to take a pic of myself.. when we reached Almora the second last day... sahi aa gayi :)

near some view point in above Nainital...

they call it the suicide point...

tiger hill.. they say tigers come here to drink water... well...

could have slipped into the trees... it was great sitting there at the edge...

on a cliff near the tiffin top... what a feeling it is to stand that high and look down...

in Nainital.... last day of the trip.. me happy about a great trip so far...

why this one.. well... Maya Didi calls me a Bandar thats why :)

iT'LL be aLriGhT !!!

They had a big fight. She hung up the phone crying her tears out.. and he banged his phone in pain and anger after she disconnected.

They met the next day... looked at each other... and just smiled.... and both of them knew things would be alright !!!!

27/09/05

uff !!!

am trying to post multiple pics to Blogger using HELLO..
it is allowing me to post just one at a time..
any clue on how to have multiple pics here through PICASA or HELLO

anyone?

25/09/05

umm !!!

attention and affection are like medicines to me... the right amount helps me live.. and an over dose can be killing !!!!

SaLaAm NaMaStE !!!!

ok... enough is enough... Saif Ali Khan has done this twice to the lovely Priety Zinta.. and i hate it... its been twice that he has made her pregnent before he got married to her...

first time in Kya Kehna... and now in Salaam Namaste... i am wondering if the second is the answer to the first.. someone asking Kya Kehna.. and somebody replying Salaam Namaste !!!!

but then all is well that ends well... and i guess in both the movies.. She gets to deliver the baby and then they live happily ever after ( what a fairy tale-ish end to something that is very close to life)

ok... on serious note... ( no pun intended.. and no sarcasm involved).... i think the movie was very nicely put together.. i am not a very big fan of romantic movies.. but then this one had some romance involved with some fun too... and i have enjoyed watching Saif in a lot of his recent movies... Dil Chahta hai... Love ke liye Kuch Bhi karega... Parineeta... etc etc...

a live in relationship... a near perfect way to practise the saying.. look before you leap... something like "having a 30 day demo of the product you are interested in"... and if you do not like it... poore paise wapas... how cewl is that... does that work with humans.. the way it works with products... i guess not... at least here in this society where i am living... and do i want to be with someone i like for 30 days and then hearing.. sorry dude.. i like u but you are just not good enough... na... i do not want to hear this ever...

can i say that to someone... suprisingly.. i know i can say that to someone.... i guess something is missing inside me.. is that the lack of emotions or consideration of the other persons' feelings.. well.. uh... i dunno... and this post is not even meant to discover what is missing inside me..

back to the movie...

nice package. i enjoyed the movie... saw it on a home video... saved a lot of money... used that to order lots of fresh juice... which i loved having during the movie...

i liked the part where nick is ready to wake up early so that (H)amber get a good breakfast....
i liked it when (H)amber sleeps late so that she could meet up with Nick...
i liked it when he came and asked for the the TV cable so that he could watch the cookery show.. and promised to keep the volume low..
i liked it when she kept on asking for some dark choclate.. and he drove around the town to find it... ( why the hell did they sing a song there?.. well.. can we leave the typical hindi movie element out? no i guess not... )

i was not really comfortable watching the last 10 minute slapstick comedy done by three wonderfully gifted actors... what was that needed for.. the movie was itself very comic itself...

somehow i knew there would be a slight mis-understanding when saif wants to get things taken care of...
somehow i know that she would leave before he could tell her everything...

ok.. well.. no more comments on the movie... it was a good movie.. and i liked watching it... if you did not.. then probably you might like to just tell me that you did not.. and that is where the conversation about the movie will end !!!!


about my weekend so far...

yesterday evening started on a not so good note.. when i had to like stand in line and wait for two passes on the IITd Annual Fest... to hear one of my favorite bands Indian Ocean... and then when i finally manage to get in... i realise that i had to sit on the third row from the front in the extreme left.. which meant that i could hear only the left side speakers.. and that too a li'il too loudly.. but then it was fine.. was listing to indian ocean.. i had been trying to get to a live performance of this band for a long time and today was the day....

to my complete surprise...
indian ocean packed up after singing 4 A W E S O M E songs..
starting with Arre Ruk ja Re Bande from the OST of Black Friday.. and then moving on to Hille Re, Ma Rewa and finally Kandisa... what awesome vocals combined with some extremely good fusion of instruments... love you Indian Ocean.. keep the music flowing like this only...

while i was hoping for something better to happen.. now that the Indian Ocean thingie was over in a li'il less then an hour... lightning struck.. and on the stage was a band called the tantriks... they were refered to as a Dance Band in their introduction.. and i could not figure out what that meant... untill i heard the song... O Humdum Suniyo Re.. crying for help... crying for justice.. crying for some mercy.. from this talented yet... stupid bunch of Assholes... the vocalist was good... and i know if he tries... he can do much much better then wht i heard yesterday...
the drums, the base guitar... were definitely good...

but the vocals... OH MY G O D.... i could actually throw something at them to make them shut the fcuk up!!! but then i was sitting there... still in a state of shock.. and they kept molesting the songs.. one after the other... dhoom.... koi kahe kehta rahe... some popular number from Zeher which i cannot remember right now... phew... it got too much at this point.. and i had to get up and get out of there...

my releif came from the Great Indian Laughter Champions... with Naveen Prabhakar saying.. "Pechchan Kaun" ... some program that was.. thank you STAR ONE for this... u start the weekends on a great note with such an awesome program !!!!

Saturday morning... first weekend after a long long drive... and guess what..

i had a date...
met her.. talked to her a lot.. also let some silence do a lot of talking.. and i had a wonderful time... looking forward to meeting her again.. lets see how soon !!!!

late evening.. saw the movie... the movie finished... and then i got up to sleep.. and then dunno for some reason i just woke up... and switched on the computer.. and finished writing what i thought i will just write...

ok so thats it... i have not really read what i have written... but the scroll bar on the right tells me.. its kinda long.. but then neva mind... if you are reading this line.. you might have read the entire post already.. so no point apologising for wasting your time :)

hope you have a wonderful sunday !!!! Good night..
may God be with us !!!

22/09/05

THE DRIVE !!!!

It was a long long trip.. and actually capturing it in words is going to be difficult...
i drove and drove and drove.. and drove a li'il more... and finally reached home...

and during this time.. i met rains.. i met winds.. i met clouds... i met trees... i met a few humans... a few bridges... some rivers.. some temples... and all the time.. Dear God was with me to ensure that me and the people with me were safe... after driving at 2300 hrs on a road which was inside a deep jungle and the nearest village was about 20 kms away,it needed some blessings from dear God...

Day 0: Wednesday 14-Sep...

i reach home early so that i could catch up with some sleep before my long drive begins... this drive was going to be a minimum of 14 hours... and the max i had done so far was 12 hours.. which was a trip to uttranchal again.. and i had driven from Chamba to Delhi via Dhanaulti and Massourie...

even though i tried hard i could only manage to sleep around 2000 hours.. and that too after a long discussion about the time we should be leaving delhi... rajesh who was one of the ppl going with us was not at all comfortable in leaving around 2300 as planned earlier... he was kinda concerned about the safety of all of us in the stretch around moradabad... well.. i did not want to have any further discussions on this.. afterall his reservations were genuine as well....

it was not raining when i left home around 0000 hrs... but it started drizzling when i picked up ankur from his place in Mayur Vihar and then went to Pandav Nagar to pick up the rest of the passengers... Abhineet ( Ankur's childhood friend) and Rajesh ( Ankur's office collegue)...

Day 1: Thursday 15-Sep...

The calender day started at my place only.. when i left... and at exact 0106 hours we four left for a journey which was planned yet, there was a lot that we had to still figure out... had lots of stuff to carry along withus.. which meant that the two people in the rear seat had to adjust with a huge blanket ( which God knows why Ankur wanted Abhineet to carry) and the two bags that they got.. Ankur who was on the next seat to me.. also had to sit with one bag on the floor.. so all in all.. a car which was packed...

with bags
with people
with music
with food
and with loads of spirit !!!

and by now the drizzle had graduated to a rain.. and we had to shut the windows and switch on the AC... normally in Delhi i have to keep it on blower speed 3 ( max is 4) to keep the passengers cool.. but this time.. after about 10 minutes of AC running.. we had to move it to blower level 1... some cold wave inside the car it was.... and rear seat guys.. made themselves comfortable with the blanket now...

passed 4 toll plazas... and some real real bad roads with some decent roads to see the light of the day around 0500 hours near Haldwani.. the average speed could not be more then 50 kmph.. thanks to the traffic that we came across on the entire highway.. someone in UP govt. needs to look at their definition of a National Highway !!! seriously... the moment we entered Uttranchal.. the difference was phenomenol in terms of the road quality... about 50 odds kms before Hldwani we reached a road on which the car was more or less only gliding !!! not a single pothole on the road.. it was just too good to beleive... no rain meant that we could all roll down the windows and let the cold (not cool) breeze hit our faces... could see the rickshaws moving... the smalls kids going to school... and could feel the sun rising behind the clouds...

From Haldwani we reached Kathgodam... and we were now thinking of taking a break.. and stopping by for a cuppa tea or something... but then looked at the dash and the milestones and figured out that Bhimtal was just about 1 hour away.. and decided to continue moving instead of stopping anywhere...

but then i just could not resist the feeling of stopping by at the roadside and just breathe the fresh air that i was feeling here.. and i stopped... and we just looked around.. i feel that there is something magical about the mountains... the skies.. and whatever comes in front of my eyes at that point... it gives me a high... and i was happy that i was not at all feeling tired or anything.. i was not sure how long i still had to drive, still i was just ready to go.. watever distance we could...

abhi wondering what is the colour of the car
Abhi wondering about the colour of the car

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a true off-roader :)

our second stop happened to be not Bhimtal, rather Naukuchiyatal !!!!

This is where we had our morning tea... it was i guess around 0700 hours that we reached there.. even the restaurant owner was sleepy when he welcomed us... beautiful weather.. nice silent huge lake... we could not resist having a boat ride in that.. so we asked the dhaba-wala to arrange for a shikara !!! fortunately he owned one.. and we just jumped at the opportunity to take a ride... about 45 minutes of boating.. and 140 bucks... did not look like a bad idea at all...

Abhi, was not at all keen on a self driven boat... and was sleepy.. so i guess he enjoyed the ride in the boat too... and rajesh... who looked scared of snakes.. had a tough time sitting in the boat when he was told that there are water snakes in there.. and can jump up to bite him !!! dunno he was kidding or not.. but then even the fake looked genuine and it was fun...


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naukuchiyatal in the morning...ours was the first and the only boat there

we finally decided to move from there around 0930 hrs... and had to change our route thanks to the information we got from the boat-walah !!!

We had planned to go to DunaGiri and Dwarhat via Ranikhet and then move to Kausani from there. but with the estimates he gave.. we would not have made it in time.. so we decided to not go to Dunagiri.. and move to Kausani straight via Bhowali and Almora...

we also stopped at a place called Garampani.. no no .. do not go by the name.. the water was very cold there.. but then i was able to put my feet inside the small stream of cold water there.. and enjoy the feel.. it was really relaxing.. Rajesh and Ankur here wanted to do a small dare and they did.. folded their trousers to look like shorts.. and walked to the middle of this small but strong water stream !!! it was really funny when both of them were just about to fall.. it would have been great to see them fall and get soaked in water.. but then this did not happen.. so much for getting entertained i tell you.. nevertheless.. they came out with trousers which were completly wet... hehehe.. it was funny there.. i still am smiling while thinking about the scene they created there...

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garampani.. though the water was cold...


and then we moved to almora... this was around 1000 hours that we started from Garampaani


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just after we cross almora

then from Almora we moved towards Kosi from where we would have to move towards Kausani.. which is where i had initially planned to go.. well this was a good trip so far.. and i was enjoying it a lot... and a few turns later.. i had to stop again.. the view was so damn beautiful that i just could not move ahead... it was almost like getting hypnotised by the nature... Thank you God for giving us so much beauty...


another break from the drive
our second brief stop after Almora

And then we moved to Kausani.. and to our surprise on our way we found a road that was coming from Dwarhat and Dunagiri and reaching Kausani through Someshwar. would actually could have gone to Dunagiri via Ranikhet and then go to Kausani... never mind... there was nothing that we could do right now.. so we decided to keep moving.. and we managed to reach Kausani around 1700 hours...

finally a long drive came to an end for the day... something that started at 0106 hours with 14745 kms on the dash reached its day end at 1700 hours with 15167 kms on the dash. 422 kms of road comvers in about 16 hours... with some stops in between...

i was not really feeling tired... so i decided to the next best thing other then driving.. and pulled out the camera :) helped myself with the view first with the eyes.. and then through the view-finder...


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a view of Baijnath from Kausani, if it was not clouds in the front.. it would have been the Himalayas

i am not really sure as to where did we eat food that day.. i do not think we had lunch anywhere.. or for that matter a formal dinner too.. we just ate whatever had in the car.. and then in the evening while abhi was fast asleep... the rest of us went out to click some fotos and had some light food... oh i remember.. we had some quick snacks in the evening around 1800 hours in a shop there...

the night was approaching.. and i was not really keen to waste any time sleeping... so again.. me and my camera.. and this time.. joined by a third friend as well... the TRIPOD !!! thank you Gaurav to lend me the tripod.. it really helped me take some good fotos... kept taking fotos and looking around till like 2200 hrs.. before i went off to sleep...

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the moon...

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the same baijnath... this time in the night


Day 2: Friday 16-Sep...

The day started a li'il late.. and we found out that it was raining heavily... we asked the hotel guy for some hot water.. and got ready with ease.. and finally managed to move out at 1030 hours....

the plan was to move from Kausani to Baijnath to Bageshwar and then to Patal Bhuvneshwar via Chakori... the route was long.. and the roads unknown.. but then we had ample time with us guys.. so we just moved ahead.. some small snacks in the car itself.. and about an hours drive took us to baijnath !!!


Baijnath Dham
baijnath dham

Baijnath Dham
baijnath dham

school kids on our way
some children coming back from their school...

after driving for almost the entire day, and figuring out the route using the road maps we had and with the help of the locals.. we managed to reach Patal Bhuvneshwar at 1640 hours... phew.. wasn't that a long drive... well it was... but the views on the way.. made it look all so simple.. and magical....

on our way out of Baijnath
on our way towards Patal Bhuvneshwar

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somewhere in between..

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dunno where we are....

but to our surprise, the cave was already closed for the day.. we had no other option but to stay there till next morning 0800 hours to see the cave we had driven so much for.. i was not really keen to do that.. coz that would have killed a lot of our time.. but then on second thoughts.. i made up my mind to just stay back...

but then an idea struck.. one local guy there said that why don't you talk to the panditji and see if something can be done.. and we decided to send Ankur as our representative to take care of this.. he is one person who can really get things done.. can be after your life to do something.. and will let you go only when his wish has been taken care of...

dunno we were lucky or Ankur was really good with his words.. the guys there agreed to open the locks and take us inside the cave... but the condition was that we could not stay there in the night.. we had to leave the small town as soon as we were out of the cave.. first i thought it has something to do with some superstition.. but then realised that the area was under the ASI ( Archeological Survey of India) and their reps might make a big issue if we stayed back even after getting to see the place...

no issues.. we thought we would go to Almora in the night.. which was a good 100 kms away from there... and decided to get in...

phew.. it was tough to get inside that cave... walking straight down about 40 metre with approx 60 steps... and through a hole which could only manage one person at a time... was tough.. really really tough.. had to keep holding on to the chains for support.. also the entire area was very very slippery thanks to the continuous rain...

and as soon as we reached the bottom... a huuuuuuuuge cave welcomed us.. it was dark.. the area lighted thanks to a generator outside the cave... and cold and we were barefeet...

the guy who helped us in also was the guide and helped us look around... this is where whatever i have heard from my dad and my grandparents about god and the stories related to them looked true...

i saw the Sheshnag, i saw the hundreds of legs of the Eravat, the elephant that belonged to Indra, i came face to face with Kal Bhairav, I saw the skull of Lord Bhrahma, and also the body of Ganesha which was being taken care of by the Amrit, coming from the KamDhenu. This headless body of Ganesha is also known as the Aadi-Ganesha, and is the reprsentation of the time when Lord Shiva had cut his head off because he did not allow Shiva to enter Mata Parvati's Palace because he was ordered not to let anyone enter...

We also came across the Jatas of Lord Shiva, which had the River Ganga in them... this was the representatoin of the time when Ma Ganga wanted to detroy everyone on the earth and Lord Shiva had to interefere and he had to stop the river with his Long Hair called the Shiv Jatas.... also representing the millions of Hindu Devtas and Devis were small small stones....

Then the shivlings of Amarnath, Panch Badri ( from Badrinath )and the Kedarnath.. exactly the same way they are in their respective places... i was reminded of the time when i could not reach Badrinath.. not a long while back.. and then compare it to that day when i was there standing in front of all the three of them together... there was something magical and scary about that entire cave... i cannot really express it in words.. i am sorry.. but then my faith in God and the super powers was getting strenghened there...

and then we moved to the actual Patal Bhuvneshwar... this is where Adi Shankaracharya had worshipped the lord Shiva, and the pindi there had Vishnu, Brahma and Shiva together... we then moved to another small cave there, which is supposed to be there place where the pandavas played the game of Chausar with Lord Shiva and Parvati.. this is where Yudhishthir moved to heaved with a human body too...

finally after spending a good hour inside the cave another tough exercise of getting out began... it was really really tough this time to pull up our bodies using the chains with li'il help from our legs and hands which were now wet and slippery too...

anyway we moved out and i was still amazed to see whatever i had seen... i still cannot beleive it... but then I know that God is there... for me and for everyone around me !!!

there were a good 100 kms to be covered and it was 1815 hours.. which meant that we could be able to reach Almora which was our next stop only around 2200 hours... a long way to go... we finally managed to move around 1830 hours... and the dash right now had 15294 kms on it...

we realised that we did not stop anywhere in the entire day for food.. and it was kinda troubling us.. to make things worse it started raining heavily... and the because the air was messing up with the view on the windscreen... we had to keep the AC on for most of the time in the drive towards Almora....

we finally managed to reach a place called Nukkad Dhaba and have food there.. was not the best of the food, but then we had li'il options.... it was small place with some night lamps.. and no electricity.. the best part was we guys sitting on the wooden takhats and eating our food... our journey from there began at 2130 hours.. and it was 15350 kms on the dash at that time...

Now the question that we had in mind was whether to go to Almora and then come back to Jageshwar the next morning.. or to go to Jageshwar and then try to look for a place there to stay... we took the chance.. and at the deciding turn.. turned towards Jageshwar... reached Jageshwar @ 2341 hours... with a heavy drizzle still around.. and were welcomed by a small town which was as dark as black can be... the only light there were the headlights of the car... THATS IT !!! luckily we saw a few boards of some cheap hotels and knew that we might just some space to sleep in the night.. however we were also mentally prepared to spend the night in the CAR itself...

that situation did not come though.. and we found our way towards teh Kumaon Mandal's guest house... intersting conversation we had there with the keeper after it took us 10 minutes of banging on the door to wake him up.. he had three things to offer... a double bed room for 500 bucks; a room with two double-beds for 900 bucks.. and the best of the lot.. 100 bucks per bed for a dorm.. i asked him if there were any more ppl in the dorm.. and the answer was very encouraging.. there were none.. which meant the entire hall for us... hehehe...
so we four.. in as and where is positions hopped into the dorm... there were 12 beds with blankets on all of them.. and we took all the blankets.. and put them on our beds.. and slept in peace till morning...

Day 3: Saturday 17 - Sep...

got up around around 0700 hours...

the last two days were really good.. and we had two more to go... looking forward to everything that had to come my way.. i got up.. and got ready.. which included getting fresh and brushing my teeth.. no taking a bath in that cold weather today :) though that weather and the cold breeze did not stop me for taking a few fotos...


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the guest house in Jageshwar where we stayed

our first stop.. was the Jyotirling Jageshwar... one of the 12 Jyotirlings in India... we spent a good two hours around that place and took a lot of fotos...


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Jageshwar Temple

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fresh flowers...

then we moved to the Kuber Temple and took some more fotos...

Jageshwar temples
Jageshwar Temple from the Kuber Temple

about the temple
more about Kuber Temple

finally moved out of Jageshwar at 1000 hours and moved to Almora.. excellent roads welcomed us.. and our first stop was at the Chitai Temple near Almora... this is a temple dedicated to a God called Golu Devta and i could literally see thousands of bells tied around there.. with ppl leaving their requests and prayers behind written on paper along with the bells... even stamp papers signed were used to write things there... phew.. some faith.. and that too with legal papers...

Golu Devta ka Temple @ Chitai
Chitai Temple

Golu Devta ka Temple @ Chitai
The bells at the Chitai Temple

we had our lunch at Almora... good food and soup.. and the we decided to move to mukhteshwar and then to nainital via bhowali...

Almora Again
Almora Again

next stop should have been mukteshwar... but we had to turn back about 20 kms from there thanks to low fuel.. we were not able to get the right estimate of the distance we had to cover from anyone.. and that is why decided to move to bhowali.. which was the nearest place with a petrol pump...

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Somewhere in between...

we took some petrol from the HP petrol pump in bhowali and i realised that the car wipers had conked off... this was not a good sign at all... as it was raining heavily and driving in the hills without a wiper working is really reallly dangerous.. tried looking for an electrician but could not find one.. probably everyone of them was on a leave that day... we stopped next to a small spares shop.. and did not RnD on the issue ourself.. figured out that the fuse had blown and replaced the fuse.. it still did not solve the issue... and we decided to move towards nainital and see if we could find a guy to repair the wipers there...

so heavy rain.. no wipers... and we moved to nainital.. the roads were thankfully wide and excellent.. though it was scary to drive with such low visibility... anyway.. we reached nainital.. and realised that it was raining more heavily there as compared to the rest of the places around... we lost all hope of finding an electrician.. and then thought of looking for a hotel to stay there...

nainital was deserted... no humans nothing... heavy rains.. and we were not sure where to look for a place to stay... went on the mall road.. and then came back a li'il and parked the car at a safe place.. while me and abhi stayed.. Ankur and Rajesh went out to look for a place to stay.. and about 30 minutes later.. came back with the news that we had a place to stay. and it had star one as well... STAR ONE was important as we had missed the great indian laughter champions on friday and we really really wanted to see it someone... probably a repeat or something...

so finally parked the car near the hotel...

Naini @ Night... car parked on the road
Car parked on the Mall Road, Nainital


and checked in... went out to have dinner... and then came back... and took some good fotos....

Our room @ Nainital
The room in Nainital

:) thank you Tripod
:)

though the room at two rooms and two beds.. we decided not the use the room inside.. and sleep on the room on the outer side only... moved the sofa set... and the chairs so that to accomodate four ppl.. and slept in peace for the night... while it was raining cats and dogs outside...

Final DAY Day 4: Sunday 18 - Sep...

I got up early and was delighted to see that it was not raining outside.. infact he sun was shining.. and wanted us to just out and chill !!!!

Nainital in the morning
Good Morning in Nainital

so i had to come out.. and then see what was there in store for us... and everything looked just good... there was not need of an electrician as of now.. and we could just hang around there...

The car now in the morning
The same place like above.. the foto taken in the morning...

we just walked around on the mall road.. took a couple of pics and then went to the Naini Temple.. before we had a heavy breakfast near the temple itself.. and then drove up towards the China Peak... did some sight seeing.. and back to Nainital !!!


what else:)
Some view point near nainital.. i liked this view the most :)

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nainital... and the boats in it...

this is where a guide caught our attention and we decided to give the local sightseeing another shot !!! tiffin top, suicide point, tiger hill, and a few more things suddenly were added to the agenda !!! and we took the van to a place called Bara Paththar.. and then waited around at the Suicide point for the horses, which were to take us to the top.. or we had to take them to the top..

from the suicide point
suicide point...hmmm


30 odd minutes laters.. we have the horses.. and trust me they looked the best horses that ppl around could sit on... a good 6 ft high all of them.. i had rustam take me around.. who was a 3 year old, white and brown horse..... and i was given some basis instructions on how to handle the movement... we moved around the entire place.. and i managed to almost fall from the horse twice... and then learn with my mistake and manage to ride it better...

what i saw is better to seen then read... so here are a few fotos...

another view of nainital
nainital... from another hill

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i don't remember the name of this place

we finally managed to move from nainital around 1715 hours... and after stopping for some petrol for the car.. and then some fuel for ourself at the reliance petrol pump and the reliance dhaba respectively... and then managing to drive through some really really bad roads... managed to reach Abhi's place at 0130 hours... and my dashboard told me that i had driven for a good 1150 kms in the entire trip !!!

Reliance Gas Station about 200 kms from Delhi
@ the Reliance managed A1 Dhaba

Outside the A1 Dhaba
WE 4 at the dhaba after a good dinner...


so friends... this was my road trip.. and some of the moments i could capture in the camera...
if you want to have a look at a few more fotos.. this is where you have to go => ROAD TRIP TO UTTRANCHAL

a few essentials if u are travelling on that route in this area:

rain gear...
atleast one waterproof lower...
ur car checked before the drive...
affection to rain...
love with mountains...
loads and loads of patience... coz the roads on the mountain just do not seem to end...
and khooooooob saara spirit !!!!

my total expense on this trip was 2500 bucks excluding the films rolls and getting them developed... surprised... do not be.. i think with some exp. i have learnt how to travel cheap and still be in luxury all the time :)

one thing that deserves be mentioned has not been talked about so far in the post is the way my car handled the entire trip.... i have still managed to keep it a single hand drive.. and drove the entire way myself... and i hope the rest of them had a good and a safe time too...
my love my palio has increased many fold after this trip.. not a single squeaking noise from the car.. even after going through the worst potholes on the highways in UP and the twists and turns on the hills of uttranchal.. i was driving on an average of 12 hours per day.. and still i was less tired then the rest of the gang.. while they wanted to get into bed and sleep.. i felt as if i could still cover a long way !!!


thank you Fiat for making such a wonderful machine.. thank you Radha for being my best companion for one year.... and thank you God for looking after me the entire time...

21/09/05

WaTeR 'n' Us !!!

emotions are like water... and we humans like the rivers...

like water has the tendency to flow... our emotions also should flow freely.. reminds me of what tushar says... let it flow..

also there are dams.. dams where water is stopped... the natural tendency of water is challanged.. and that is when we make electricity.. because of the force that water generates when it falls on those turbines...

what if we do not let our emotions flow freely.. what happens then.. we become dams.. where this time.. the free flow of emotions is challanged by our mind and heart... and when they come out they come with such a force that they can cause a huge damage...

unless we are one of the those rare humans who have the ability to control ourself and use the energy only for good...

i would have to agree with tushar... let it flow... let your emotions be water.. let then find their own way... let them reach where they want and they should..

19/09/05

bAcK !!!

I am back from a loooooooooooong road trip... and i also managed to keep radha single hand driven in this trip.. which was a good 1150 kms...

i have started to beleive that i am a good driver... managed to drive for over 14 hours at a stretch in this trip..

and tonight.. after about 1150 kms, 4 days, rains, sun, mountains, traffic jams later.. i am back home...

have a couple of things to take care of tmrw morning... will write when i can manage to capture everything in words !!! looks like a very very big task.. but i will try !!!!

14/09/05

jUst LiKe ThAt !!!

standing at the sea shore.. i think.. is life as deep as the sea... are my goals as far as the horizon...

and then i touch the water.. and i know... i can stand though the sand slips thru my feet...

i am closer to the horizon.. though there is still a long way to go !!!

11/09/05

tHiNgS i WaNt 2 BuY !!!

I have been asking mom for this now.. bada mazedaar conversation hota hai...

" chunnu, i think you should get married now..."

"mom, getting married is not easy... forget abt the girl for a sec.. but other then that.. u need a whole bloddy lot of money... "

"We have the money... no issues..."

" Ok great.. then first buy me a royal enfield... and then i will think about getting married..."

hehehehe.. this is where the discussion usually ends.. i do not know if i am going to buy the bike or not.. but mom knows that its my dream to have a bullet one day !!! and i will get it....

And i also want to buy a carrom board... and a digital SLR... i guess the dSLR is going to wait for an year.. i want to do well wit the film based baby right now...

carrom board.. i guess i wll buy it in the evening today... and bullet.. i am hope i can get it by my next happy budday to me !!!!

AnOtHeR LoNg DaY !!!

becoming a stranger to herself.. and becoming a friend to me... this is not fair.. anyway.. why should i be complaining.. i am getting a friend who cares.. and is very very choosy about who and what she cares for... which means that i am the chosen one ;)

she will also copy me in things that she things are correct as per her...
she will also get angry when someone would try to speak something with authority which she is not comfortable with !!!

my day started late today... first thing i did after i got up was get on the net.. for some reason i am spending too much time on the net these days... what do i do when i am connected.. well do not ask... i browse.. i chat to a couple of friends.. and a few to be friends... and i just stay there !!!!

had to meet richa today post lunch... but her class and an old professor kept her from reaching there at the time we talked about.. so she sent me an sms that she would be late.. and if it was ok with me... welll.. it was... i was really looking forward to meet this new person who i was talking to for a few days now... so i decided to wait till she gets free..
we finally met at 1530 hours.. in barista South Ex... one place that brings back a lot of memories to me... for the good and the bad times i spent there with shikha... ok back to present... she did not make me wait.. and was there before me.. i kept her waiting for a while... however i was on time as well...

she was wearing her glasses... and as she correctly said... she looks intellectual with those glasses on.. and looks beautiful without them.. so either ways... she is wonderful person to be seen with..

about talking... mmm.. i guess she has her choices... she might like to be interested in talking to you sometime.. and that is when she will be looking at you... but there is another feature of hers.. which can confuse you.. this is when she is listening to you and looking somewhere else.. which is kinda distracting at times...

She was a nice beautiful person and i was at ease with myself while talking to her... however i was kinda cautious towards that fact that i am usually very raw with myfriends.. and i should not just drop to that level with her too soon.. however that happened and made her angry towards the end of our meeting...

i realised a problem with me here... that the first impression while talking or chatting to someone is of a very happy go lucky yet kinda sofisticaed fella.. and in due course of time the person might just realise that there is a very very raw and un-refined part of me. which comes out when i am comfortable with that person.. somewhere inside me the villager who has no sense of communication is still there... and the polish of the urban world has still not been able to remove that completely.... i am not complaining or something.. i think what i am is a mix of the qualities that i need in myself basis the kinda ppl i meet and talk to.. a good percentage of my time is spent in conversation with my relatives who are still connected to the rural world... and what i am fits in bloddy well there.. and i have managed to do well in the urban jungle too.. so i guess i am fine with whatever i am :) though i should be careful about what to speak and when !!!!


so an ice tea later... i learn one more word called Thoosh !!! this is used to refer to a person who eats a lot...
and richa went back richer with two words... tambi and mundoo... both of which i use to refer to the waiters... or the buzz boys... no offence ok !!!!

i felt really bad for her when she told me about a few health issues that she had been living through. and i really admire her for the kinda calmness she has with those issues still being around.. masta attitude i must say !!! keep it up richa.. if you are reading it !!!

the time at Barrista comes to an end.... and we walk to teksons looking for a map.. which we did not find.. and then got into a small tiff... because of what i mentioned earlier.. the tone of my voice.. which a lot of ppl would not be comfortable with to start with... even though the intention is correct.. when i speak that way.. it comes out rude and harsh... ppl who know me for sometime know how i talk.. but i guess it was too much for richa to handle...

anyway.. i tried a li'il to make it up to her.. and i guess i managed it too.. just had to try saying the same sentence in a few different ways :) had a quick 10 minute talk on the road too.. before i moved towards radha... and she towards... the subway !!!!

all the time while walking towards the car.. i was thinking of how i said what isaid.. and was i really rude.. and i could not get an answer.. till i talked to aro in the evening... will come to that in a while..

took out the car from the parking.. and then drove back home.. listening to Safri Duo.. loud is the word about how i was playing the music.. richa did not manage to see the car.. or hear the music system in it today.. may be some other day...

ok back home.. mom and me had to go to a tailor.. but mom found out that the tailor was sick so we did not go.. Tushar.. or burf as the blog world know him.. came over that time.. after a long gap.. and we decided to just walk to the sector-18 market.. check out a few dames.. we both feel that in noida.. the quality of dressing has improved with women.. so most of them look good.. and are good to look at... we do not stare u c.. coz we also have to see that all the good ones get equal amount of look.. and there are so many that we cannot afford to look at someone for more then about 10 seconds.. ok 20 if she is like really hott !!!!

ended up in a book shop.. where i just could not stay coz i am not a book guy !!! just wanted to get some maps here too.. did not find them here either.. so i was just checking out some hindi funny poetry and some light angrezi books... i found one... Department of Denails... by the same guy who wrote the inscrutable americans.. i remember reading that book... i think i will order it online... from indiatimes.. i get a good discount there.. me is a book club member in indiatimes....

back to home.. tushar wanted to drive my old 800.. so i grabbed the keys and gave it to him.. and he drove to our favorite hangout place in noida... the Tea SHOP.. it has shifted to the sector-37 market, near the telephone exchange... awesome collection of tea there.. and i always like to have something or the other there...

while driving... i managed to talk to a very sweet friend of mine.. who is outside delhi these days.. talking to her is so much fun.. i can just talk about anything under the sky with her.. and have also managed to share things with her.... things which i have managed to keep inside me for a long time... i hate the fact that she is not in delhi.. i miss her a lot... talking to her is so so refreshing....

so we took our tea.. tushar took the peach ice tea.. with some extra mint leaves.. and i was having my leechi ice tea.. with a lof of mint again... and this is where we got into a conversation about my love with books.. and how my dream of a shop can materialise.. i like the fact that tushar was serious about my dream.. and gave it a lot of value... we discussed a few things about how to take it from there.. how i can manage to have my taste in books get developed.. and then i also told him.. what can i read.. and what are the kinda things that i can connect too..

that reminds me.. earlier in the evening.. he was telling me that in some small village in india... the male-female ratio is so low.. that they have started marrying a woman to more then one man !!! we got into a really though provoking discussion over this.. and moved into a some cheapshit as well !!! this is something that i should not be discuising here.. just want to tell that our intentions were very clean !!!!

anyway.. came back home... tired.. after a long day.. and managed to talk to richa again over the chat... told her about what i felt.... and she is to tell me a secret... i am waiting...

oh and yes... she told me that she told her friend.. that i am a sofisticated fella !!! sahi ha na !!!!

09/09/05

mOrE oF Me !!!

Ok.. here is something which a friend, Richa... forwarded to me yesterday...one of the nicer people i have met and very easy to talk to ... i am comfortable talking to her... and thats good enough for a start !!!!

what follows is a small somethingie about myself.. i thought instead of filling it up and sending it to 15 friends of mine.. so that i can get a good news in 23 minutes.. i rather fill it up and paste it here...

so here u go.. for more about me...


* Starting Time:1100 hrs

* Name : Prashant Bhardwaj
* Photu:
* Nicknames: chunnu, OM, Pete, Peta
* Starsign: Aries
* Location: NOIDA
* Colour of eyes: black
* Hair colour : black, and a few grey and a few white :( old age u see...
* Brothers/Sisters: none
* You live with: ma and pa

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Missed school bcuz it was raining : yes
* Been in a car accident: na... oh yes actually.. got sandwhiched between a baleno and a maruti 800.. but came out scratchless... and the two of them would have remembered it for a long time...
* Been hurt emotionally: YES...
* Kept a secret from everyone: yaaa...
* Cried during a Movie: yup.. when i was a kid.. now i can laugh at movies that make u cry...
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: nope... wondering how would catherine zeta jones look when she would be animated.. neah !!!
* Been on stage : lots of times.. grad was spent doing that only...
* Been sarcastic?: yupp.....

------------------FAVORITES------------------
* Shampoo: no favs here....
*Soap: lirill... or harmony.. or margo.. or dettol... oops... so many of them.. i guess the answer to this question is no favorites here too.. but i know what i would not use...
*colour/shade: Red/ orange/ yello...
* Summer/Winter: Winters....
* Cartoon Characters: Bugs Bunny, Launchpad, Jerry
* Drink: Water, and fresh Sugarcane juice

* Food: chinese... veg....
* Movie(s): Jaane bhi do yaaron, Chashme Baddoor, Golmal, Angoor, Hera Pheri, Kisi se Na Kehna, Chupke Chupke, Chalti ka Naam Gaadi, Waise bhi hota hai-II, Seher, Rajnigandha, actually.. any comedy movie..
* Subject: none... though would have loved to study theatre...
* Animal: Tiger
* Person: none... no favorites here...

-------RIGHT NOW------------------
* Hair: umm.. ok sorts.. wearing a wet look gel...
* Wearing: red check shirt with beige trousers
* Eating: just had a orange cream buiscit
* Drinking: water...
*Thinking: of what are the rest of the questions.. when is this survey going to end :)

------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ * Cried: Na
* Met someone new,if yes who: na...
* Cleaned your room: na... i do not remember the last time this miracle happened....
* Drove a car: yessssss... i love driving my palio...
* Been pissed off: yes.. on a guy who is -ve 100 on IQ

--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------------
* Yourself: Yes....
* Santa: NO....
* Toothfairy: NO...
* Angels: NO...
* Intelligent life in space: Yes....
* Ghosts: Yes...
* God: Yes...
* temples: Not really.. though i like being there...
* love at first sight: Not really.. though my car is a result of love at first sight... never happened otherwise...

• ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
* Do you have a soul mate? Yes.. just that i have not met her so far...
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope.. would not mind having a girlfriend though...
* Do you like anyone? Lots of them.. a better question would be .. who likes me ;)
* Who have u known the longest of your friends: Sandeep Verma... he works with iBILT these days... i met him when i was in Standard-III
* Who's the weirdest: a whole lot of ppl... do not want to name them here...


----------ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT-----------
* Long or short hair:
* Good or bad guy:
*cap or No cap:
* Tan or fair:
* Rugged or sporty:
* Accent or no accent:
* Funny or not funny:
* Cute or sexy:
-----------ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT--------
* witty or not: yes yes yes...
* Painted nails or not: does not matter.. till the time its not black or blue or darkest red nailpaint...
* bikini or swim suit: umm.... bikini ;)
* Hot or cute: cute...
* Dressy or casual: casual
* mature or immature: mature....
* Dark or blonde hair: dark
* Dark or light eyes: dark
* funny or not: Phunny...
* Good or bad gurl: good coz the bad ones do not find me good enough ;)
* mini skirt or shorts: shorts...
* Intelligent or average: intelligent
* Hair open or tied: open
* Jewelry or none: none
* deep neck or high cut: dunno...
* Tall or short: tall
* Curly or straight hair: straight
* sex goddess or romantic: romantic
* Pants or dress: dress
* Tan or fair: tan
* Accent or Not: no
* Shy or outgoing: outgoing.. but who knows when to speak what...
* sporty or prom queen: umm.. dunno.. probably a decent mix of both...
* long or short hair: long... actually no issues with short either.. but i guess long look more graceful...


-------------FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT-------
* Silver or gold: Silver
* Diamond or pearl: Pearl
* Sunset or sunrise: Both in the mountains...
* Do you sleep with stuffed animals: do you consider women as stuffed animals? hehehe... so far none in any case...

* Have you ever got stitches/sprained/fractured: sprains yes.. stiches fractures no...

* Do you have any piercings?: NO
* Rain, sun or snow?: Rain.. without the mess.. sun in the winters... snow.. umm.. duno.. but yes.. its lovely...

* How is the weather right now?: I am inside a centrally AC office.. its good...
* Who won't respond: not sending it to anyone...

* Six packs or muscules (arm): six packs... a dream is a dream is a dream...

Survey ends at 1120 hours...phew...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


And this is what Richa had to write about herself... in the email that she sent across to me...


* Starting Time:6:21PM

* Name : Richa Bhardwaj

* Nicknames: rich,richie
* Starsign: virgo
* Location: Delhi
* Colour of eyes: brown
* Hair colour : black
* Brothers/Sisters: 1 bro
* You live with: mom dad and bro

------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Missed school bcuz it was raining : yes
* Been in a car accident: not really
* Been hurt emotionally: yes
* Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
* Cried during a Movie: yep
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: hell no!
* Been on stage : yeah
* Been sarcastic?: loads of times!!!!!
------------------FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: no favs as such
*Soap: ditto

colour/shade: orange/green
* Summer/Winter: winter
* Cartoon Characters: mmm jerry i guess
* Drink: mango juice

* Food: anything veg
* Movie(s):chupke chupke,ddlj,etc.... quite a few, actually..
* Subject: oh it used to be bio.now....umm....maybe money
* Animal: dogs
* Person: my bro
-------RIGHT NOW------------------

* Hair: messy
* Wearing:pyjamas
* Eating: nuthing
* Drinking: nthn
*Thinking: of what i should eat

------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
* Cried: nope
* Met someone new,if yes who:yeah...another guy on orkut,Avishek
* Cleaned your room: no.its clean only.just cleared my bed before leaving for col.
* Drove a car: no...:((
* Been pissed off: ya.. sorta
--------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN---------------

* Yourself: totally

* Santa: no
* Toothfairy: nope
* Angels: kinda
* Intelligent life in space: ya

* Ghosts: i don't know
*God: YES!
*temples: yep
*love at first sight: no

• ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a soul mate? not really
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no

* Do you like anyone? nO

* Who have u known the longest of your friends: ruchi ,ruhi and mansi

* Who's the weirdest: the whole gang in college


----------ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT-----------

* Long or short hair:depends.but usually short and neat looks better
* Good or bad guy:for me....good :)
*cap or No cap:no cap....but in winters its ok
* Tan or fair:doesn't matter
* Rugged or sporty:if i HAVE to chose between just these 2 then i guess rugged
* Accent or no accent:no accent
* Funny or not funny: funny
* Cute or sexy:a bit of both
-----------ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT--------

*witty or not:
* Painted nails or not:
*bikini or swim suit:
* Hot or cute:
* Dressy or casual:
*mature or immature:
* Dark or blonde hair:
* Dark or light eyes:
*funny or not:
* Good or bad gurl:
* mini skirt or shorts:
* Intelligent or average:
* Hair open or tied:
* Jewelry or none:
*deep neck or high cut:
* Tall or short:
* Curly or straight hair:
*sex goddess or romantic:
* Pants or dress:
* Tan or fair:
* Accent or Not:
* Shy or outgoing:
* sporty or prom queen:
*long or short hair:


-------------FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT-------

* Silver or gold: silver
* Diamond or pearl: diamond
* Sunset or sunrise:Sunset
* Do you sleep with stuffed animals: no!

* Have you ever got stitches/sprained/fractured: stitches,sprains and fractures...all of them

* Do you have any piercings?: yup
* Rain, sun or snow?: all three....none in excess.

* How is the weather right now?: hot!
* Who won't respond: i have no clue..

* Six packs or muscules (arm): neither i guess.but muscles are a turn off.six packs are still ok

08/09/05

BatRa Got MaRriEd !!!

Batra Got married yesterday.. who is he... he is one of my very dear friends.. his name is also Prashant.. he got married to his sweetheart for 4 years.. Somya.. they started going around when we guys had joined Spectramind and batra met her in the training batch !!!

Another love-story reaches a milestone. God bless them with all the happiness in this world !!!

07/09/05

KiShOr Da !!!

has anyone listen to the Album "Indian Idol"... what a peice of crap it is... i was listening to it in the morning while driving to the office.. and the way they have screwed up Kishor Da's numbers is something that cannot be captured in words...

they sound so fake !!!

Kishor Da I miss you...


p.s. can someone please send me the song.. the original Bindu Re Bindu from Padosan.... on my email prashantbhardwaj@gmail.com... please please please....

06/09/05

nOt AgAiN !!!

he was listening to his favorite songs.... songs that talked about love.. songs that talked about care.. that talked about care and feelings...

and he could not help but think of the times when he thought he was in love... it brought a smile to his face... and tears in his eyes.. coz he was hurt.. he had been loved and he had loved... but it all ended in pain...

and today, even though he knew being in love made life beautiful, he was not ready to fall in love again....

03/09/05

pApA d' gReAt !!!

these fathers... uff...

i called up papa when he was still in school and asked him to get some Gulab Jamuns for me from Kaleva ( its a sweet shop in Gole Market CP)..

"yaar, wo mere liye bilkul ulta padega.. 3 km ka extra chakkar lagega..."

"papa, mereko nai pata.. aap bas lekar aao." ( me like a 10 year old kid)

"theek hai."

"theek hai weekh hai kuch nai. Aap kahin se bhi lao par lekar aao"

"theek hai dekhta hoon..."

and he disconnected the phone...

about an hour and a half later.. he came home... and had two bags in his hand.. i was like.. i had asked for just some Gulab Jamuns... kya le aaye...

and when i saw what was there in them... here is what they had

10 Gulab Jamuns... ek dum garma garam
10 Rajbhogs.. from my favorite Bengali Sweet Shop Sandesh...
& 10 Bengali Roshogullas... again from Sandesh...

now we are just three members at home... and mom does not eat a lot of sweets unlike me and papa... who are total sweet freaks...

we managed to have just 7 gulab jamuns... and the rest is there in the fridge... care for a party anyone?


love u dad :)

02/09/05

MirRoR iMaGe !!!

they met after a long time... how often does it happen that you meet one of your good friends just once or twice in 9 years... and that too just by chance..

finally after a few conversations they met... she was a fast driver.. and he could not catch up... so she waited for him to join her.. and then drive slowly not to loose sight again... all through this time.. they were talking on the phone...

a cafe, two old friends, lots to talk about....

she looked the same like in school... but she had changed.. she had a shell of her own.. and there was no one who could enter that... she did not like to answer any questions, she was not open to any sharing of thoughts and feelings with anyone, she did not want anyone to be bothered about whats happening in her life if they could not do anything about it... she did not need any long talks and conversations... she could just live on her own.. and enjoy and be happy...

and he was scared... it was tough to see someone just like him, sitting in front of him !!!

30/08/05

WiTh HiM !!!!

she was with her friends that afternoon... and her boyfriend was with her too.. but he did not know anyone from that group...

he was not sure if he would like being there or not... but she inisisted and he joined her...

she was talking to everyone around... and he was not.. he was quiet.. silent.. and just looking at her at times... careful enough not to make it obvious that he was not comfortable there...

and then... she silently without anyone knowing it... held his hand softly...

she was still talking... he was still silent... but everything had changed !!!

nEw pRoFiLe !!!

Outta there... yes... i felt kinda releived to be out of the team i was working in for the past one year... no.. i liked the work.. it was the manager... i read somewhere, that its not the companies that people leave.. its because of the supervisors that people tend to leave their current jobs.. and time and again this is proved right by the managers !!!

in the new profile that i am in.. i take care of the quality in a helpdesk.. not something that i really wanted to do as a part of my walk towards my career goals.. but it happened. and i think i can make a difference here...

i guess.. i will work here till i can... keep studying and researching about what i want to do.. and move out at the right time... God Bless me... this is going to be one difficult phase... not as difficult as working with the wrong boss... but still !!!


am walking..........

24/08/05

cOuLd'Nt SaY No !!!

they got into an argument, about love and concern and care... his side was.. if someone cares for you, then it does not mean that (s)he necessarily loves you... concern and care does not translate into love all the time.... and then asked her... if she is so concerned about him.. does that mean.. she loves him?


silence....


and then a beautiful giggle from the other end...


he asked her.. why is she laughing...


she said... because she could not say no to the question he asked...


sweet...

23/08/05

tHiNgS i KnOw !!!

Hmm... not sure if its interesting or not.. but here are a few things i know about myself.. got the idea of this post from one of the blogs i read.. i guess Arburn's not really sure though.. it was sometime back.. but was thinking of writing whatever i can....

1 I love to eat chinese food
2 I am about 6 ft tall
3 I have a long nose
4 I have a huge number of people I know
5 I have fallen in Love.. Not once not twice but thrice :)
6 I love to drive
7 I love to travel
8 I would like to travel the entire india on a looong vacation
9 I cannot work with people who think they become better by stealing others's credit
10 I love my parents
11 I want to have a pet, probably a dog.. Or maybe some fish
12 I would like to own a SUV someday… a BMW maybe who knows… or a JEEP
13 I used to like the brown colour a lot when I was in college
14 Blue was one of my favorite colours as well
15 I love RED color now
16 I have had many girlfriends, and I was not really in love with some of them…
17 I was very commited in all my relationships
18 I learnt my lessons in the last relationship I had
19 I am not seeing anyone as of today
20 I am not willing to fall in love as of today
21 I think love makes people think irrationally
22 I have met a few wonderful people in the last few months
23 I have realised that I would not be able to work for a company or a boss for long
24 I want to own a bookshop someday
25 I would to have a small camera shop as well
26 I want to see the ocean. ( Yeah I have not see it)
27 I love rafting
28 I do not like to drive fast
29 I would like to own a Bullet as well someday, a 500 cc bike maybe
30 I have a Nokia 6600 right now
31 I bought a Nokia 3310 with my first salary
32 I spend a lot of money on Petrol
33 I am very happy with the car that I bought; she stands out
34 I love getting appreciated, and getting the attention I deserve
35 I feel that there is a very thin line between pesterning someone, and being concerned
36 I have a good typing speed
37 I like to work on the IBM laptop that I have
38 I would want to move to a MAC someday, Gaurav's G4 Notebook is really great
39 I love photography
40 I bought a Canon 3000v a few months back, it’s a film based SLR
41 My next camera would be a Digital SLR.
42 I do not like compact Digicams, they do not give me the kinda flexibility I long for
43 I have a 7000 watt music system, Sony, ofcourse at home.
44 I want to buy a DVD player as well, which might just be a Sony
45 I want to buy a Scanner next month
46 I want to go to Europe next year, no not on my honeymoon but alone.. Just like that
47 I want to see the Niagra Falls
48 I want to drive all the way from Kashmir to Kanya Kumari one day
49 I want to make my parents travel and see a lot of places
50 I do not think I can live my life with someone who is a snob
51 I can now figure out if I can talk to the person in front of me in about 15 minutes
52 I like to wear Kurtas
53 I am not comfortable in crowds
54 I am not comfortable in really fancy restaurants
55 I like to be at a place where I can let myself loose, and not care about what the rest of the world thinks
56 I do not like my families decisions to be taken because that is a routine in the society
57 I would like to get married to a simple and intelligent girl
58 I am not fashion concious
59 I am not careful about how I am looking either.
60 I have a lot of ego and anger inside myself
61 I do not forget people or directions easily
62 I am good with reading maps and directions
63 I do not like anyone to invade my space or independence
64 I like to be respected for what I am.
65 I am not comfortable with critism, unless it is mixed with some appreciation
66 I am a good team-person
67 I am not an expert on anything at all
68 I usually play safe in terms of decisions, I take less risks or take very calculated ones
69 I can be a good RJ
70 I can give good advice to people, can be a good consultant
71 I try hard to help ppl I care for and like to stay around when they need me
72 I get irritated when people do not act practically
73 I do not drink enough water
74 I loose my temper in front of my parents a li'il too often
75 I do not let the other people know about me a lot
76 I ask a lot of questions
77 I do not challenge authority, however I do not like being ordered
78 I am good with conversations
79 I like my relationships or affairs to be physically active too
80 I like the watch that I wear, it’s a casio Databank.
81 I do not look good on camera, though some of the photographs have come out well
82 I do not like my current boss at all
83 I do not have any idea about what companies do the kinda work that I want to do
84 I like soft pillows
85 I feel bad when people just talk to me for work and then very conviniently get lost
86 I believe in God
87 I like to go to the temples as well, but not really for religious reasons.. But to see the beauty of architecture and the sculptures
88 I like being in old forts
89 I learnt swimming, and I think I have lost it too…
90 I love being in the hills, just sit on the edge and keep watching the view in the front
91 I hate people who drive in high beams
92 Given I choice I would marry the girl I can respect more, then I love
93 I feel that I have not achieved a lot of things in my life which I could
94 I love watching comedy movies, and serious ones with some substance
95 I cannot handle hindi romantic movies… what a pain they are
96 I have learnt to control my anger a li'il
97 I am very restless by nature
98 If I sleep for long, I usually wake up tired
99 I love rains, though not the mess they create here in delhi

100 There are still about a million things, I have not been able to write here, and I do not know about myself….

22/08/05

PiLLoW TaLk !!!

I took a nap yesterday afternoon.. and did not use the pillow i normally use !!! and after 1.5 hours.. i woke up in a very bad state... had a terrible headache.. and was feeling very very tired...

Could that happen just because of the pillow?

18/08/05

RaNdOm ThOuGhTs !!!

I am not in a relationship these days.. i am not even seeing anyone for that matter... and this has given me some space and time to think about a lot of things...

SPACE is what i have been thinking about the most.. not being in a relationship has helped me a lot actually.. i could do whatever i wanted to do.. i could just live life on my own terms.. without really being questioned... i would walk at my own pace... i would not have to wait for my girlfriend on the bus stop or outside her house for those loooooong 10 minutes... i would not have to keep talking to her even though my mom was calling me inside the house... i would not have to change myself or my ways just because she is not comfortable with them !!!

well so much for happiness together... i am not saying that being in a relationship is always a pain.. but then there are two very very mature individuals who would be part of the relationship which does not end up in pain !!! and i did not have many opportunities to look at such relationships... no no.. lemme correct myself... i have seen some wonderful relationships... though all of them from outside.. i was not one of the partners in it...

what have i learnt... by being a part of a few relationships and by being just a spectator to the rest... is that we all need SPACE..... we all need to be respected for our individuality and that we want our partner to be a part of our lives without corroding that thin line that we draw inside us which has us as an individual on one side.. and a partner on the other... at times.. these two roles do not match.. or maybe initially they do.. but then with time.. we see that the individual that we were is getting away from the partner we are.. and then who can live away from themself... and we start feeling that strain in the relationship !!!

I could not give my ex-girl any space.. and i could not get any either.. and that made us break-up about and year and a half ago.. just hope that the people who think they are in love with each other... give each other a lot of space in the relationship and respect the individuality of their partner...

let ur partner do what they want to !!! and let them come back to you at the end of the day... let them spend their days they want to... and let them tell them how they spent it... let them face their lives themselves.. and let them come to you when they need to.. and give them a surprise by being there all the time.. never let them look around for you.. be there.. but not in the way of their lives !!!!

enough of gyan !!! phew... ab a long weekend in front of me again.. waiting for a long drive to meerut tommorow... and two weekoffs then.. lets see if i can complete the two books iwanted to read the last weekend :) am one helluva lazy ass i tell u :)

16/08/05

MeEt MeE !!!



Had not shaved for a week.. and wanted to see how it comes out in a photo !!!

and here i am.. thanks to a good friend.. and a great fotographer... Gaurav Srivastava !!!

13/08/05

LoNg WeEkEnD aHeAd !!!

I am home :(

if everything had worked out right i would have been driving to Kausani at this hour... and i think should have been somewhere near Bhimtal !!! but the plan failed.... ppl kept backing out.. for reasons which are valid !!! so no issues... actually there are... i really really wanted to go on this long drive... was thinking of it for a long time.. par kya karen !!!!

sometime later.... i am sad that a long weekend.. which is not too common is going waste.... but then on second thoughts.. i am thinking of doing a few things...

~ Read The Alchemist. and probably "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari" as well !!!
~ Watch The Game, and Bourne Identity ( bought these movies long time back but could not watch )
~ spend the Independence Day in front of the TV.. Star One would show two of my favorite serials the entire day.... Khichdi and the Great Indian Laughter Challange...
~ and just rest !!!

lets see how it goes... abhi to... am ready to go to my Mama's place.. about 60 odd kms away from home... in Bulandshahr.... the thought of driving on the NOIDA-Greater NOIDA Expressway is exciting... getting up at 0500 hours was a pain though...

12/08/05

eK ZaRrOoRi SoOcHnA !!!

Agar aap bus,train,plane ya kahin se bhi aa jaa rahe hon aur kisi mahila/larki ke hath mein phool,dhaga,chain ya chamakti hue koi bhi vastu dekhein to turant wahan se bhag jaye.Ye vastu RAKHI ho sakti hai. Apki zara se laaparwahi apko BHAI bana sakti hai.


Purush hit mein jaaree.



:P
:D

10/08/05

MoRe PhoToZzzz !!!

I have updated my fotos...

Click here to enjoy the trip.. almost the way i did !!!

And if you missed out on the trip-o-logue click here => Valley of Flowers Trip !!!

09/08/05

wOnDeRiNg !!!!

wondering....

why is it easier to get angry then smile?

what makes me smile?

can i smile even when i am angry?

08/08/05

d'wEeKeNd

Some weekend this was...

Saturday... a drive to chandni chowk.... and a walk in the rain... in all dirty streets and the roads of the walled city area... and buying what i really needed... yea... 10 film rolls... its quite a bargain there.. makes it worth it to go !!! got 5 Fuji ISO 100 and also Kodak 100 this time.. just want to check how Kodak does... though i personally do not like Kodak a lot... has that warm tone on the fotos.. makes them look more yellow !!!!

Sunday... 0900 hours to 1600 hours... spent standing @ Dynamic Automobiles... this was the third free service for my car... had to get a whole lot of things taken care of... the Engine Oil was replaced... Air, Fuel and Oil Filters were replaced... Brakes Checked... Teflon coating done.. and the result at 1600 hours was worth having a look and a pleasure to drive !!! back home... ate my lunch and around 1900 hrs... went with dad to the market.... had to buy something... finally moved on to a nicer phone... ppl around me were sick of the handset i was carrying for about 4 years now... on october-5 I would have celebrated the 4th Budday of my 3310 :)

Have bought a 6600 black... again a Nokia... just could not buy any other brand for some reason... NOKIA stays my favorite.. and the phone... though bulky... is loaded with God knows how many features.. the most important of them.. which i needed are the wireless connectivity using IR and Bluetooth !!! the rest about the phone here.

05/08/05

fLaShBaCk !!!

Was just reading my blog today.... its fun to see what all you've gone through in the past... and when you have something you write yourself... it becomes all the more interesting....

Just thought of searching all my posts about my car.... why.. coz she is something closest to my heart right now....



here is how i went ahead...

Test Drove and read about Some Cars

Test Drove a Palio

Got the Car

How I felt one day after

And when i got my music system....

I have come a long way from there... almost 13000 kms actually.. and there is a long way to go ahead too.... lets see how it goes !!!!

May God be with me !!!

03/08/05

BaCk 2 SqUaRe 1

You choose a career path for yourself... and your superiors do not let you go ahead with it.. instead you are asked to do what they think is right... coz you have prior experience in that field.... how well would you take it...

- Would a manager go back to a team lead position just because he was doing good as a team lead?
- Would a Ops Head get down to a senior manager position because he did pretty well at their position...

i mean what the heck... just because the previous firm and the profile that you were with matches with the next... you are put back to doing what you left in the first place...

some wild corporate world this is !!!!

01/08/05

ODM-II ReViSiTeD

Some memories of the ODM-II in the form of a collage... I had a great time with this gang ... God Bless them...