LoAdS of ThOuGhTs...

Life been very very interesting the last one month...

right from going to Leh exactly a month ago to not believing my eyes when I saw the mountains and sky to coming back and not feeling like working for a week to coming back to the work mode slowly, here is what all has happened...

~ I had heating arguments with some of my closest friends for nothing... they wanted something from me and I did not give it... they did something that I was not sure if they should....
~ I got zapped with the photographs which some of the people sent for my mom dad to see... the Girls are sitting in a studio making those nice looking poses, and there is so much of post processing done on the pics that I would not even think of meeting anyone of them even if i wanted to...
~ I always say that live in the present and leave the rest to the rest, and I myself struggled with the thought in the last one week. I was not sure if what I was doing in the present was going to make the future bad or good or sweet or bitter... I know I will have to take a few very tough decisions sooner then later...
~ I have talked to some friends who have been struggling with a few things in their lives... and I believe that they should stand up for themselves and not really look around for support in such a situation... the more you become independent, the stronger you become...
~ I have been talking to some new people from Orkut and its very very nice... after a while there has been an inflow of new people in my world which is a fresh feeling...
~ I called up Sayan, and missed talking to her all the more afterwards :(... but I am still very very happy that she is rocking there...
~ I am trying to create more work at office for myself... I hate it when things become more of a routine...

There is lot of more happening in this brain of mine while I am writing all of this down... it’s been a while that I have thought this much!!!
Phew!!!

It’s really tiring at times!!!